So today I found out I am not diabetic all my levels are fine.  The test they ran before was on a little machine and the dr said that they are more likely to be inaccurate.  This is good news to me.  I will be honest I have been letting my mind and nerves get the better of me for about a week now but with this good news I am going to try and make things better.  I almost lost my job do to my own stupid mistakes but I got my reprimand coming and they said they are going to keep me so now I got to prove that it was the right thing to do and that I just let things get too much.  I know when I am at that point I need to ask for help instead of letting it all build up which I think is alot easier to do. 

I am going to start a weight loss challenge with some friends from and I am very excited about it.  We are going to be doing it until Dec 1st.  I am not sure I will win but my goal for it is to lose the weight and get in shaped and toned up more then anything else.  I also want to be able to encourage others to do the same for themselves.  I will be trying out some different products soon to tell you how good they work some will be diet related some will be beauty related and I will be posting links to people who I got the products from.  If you would be interested in a post let me know.  We will see what we can work out.  Well time to eat dinner soon and get some more exercise done.